ignore it to go on
what happens to us
when we forget the magic
,
when we leave the romance for reality
,
when every night's dreams are ignored
.
she comes behind eyelids
for the last four nights now
,
and I'm telling myself it is just the brain
,
and it is just nervousness in the stomach
just the make believe of wanting
.
ignore it to go on
,
while watching the water drip down the pane
,
the clouds roll on by
.
it is unusually warm for the season
.