she drank herself
I found out that she drank herself
to death
her
collapsing into my bed
and me
always wanting what I didn't have
well we definitely drank
how stupid society is
for me to have even found out
the gossip of death
and an angel's downfall
I know tidbits of her demise
even through all this
what's it been
nine years since those times
there is a connection that goes unseen
that is hoped for
when we attend mass
when we go see friends
we travel to find it
but there it is
hiding behind information
traveling through all our heads
some even feeling it
.